The guilt you feel because you cancelled plans at the very last second
Many times important plans
Having to cancel going out to eat or to a party or just to chill with someone
JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE EXTREMELY FATIGUED AND/OR IN PAIN
Many people that are close to me have complained about me cancelling plans too late; as if I have control over it
I always come up with some excuse such as having to catch upon work or having to go to work or lying saying I forgot all about it.
The truth is I AM TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO TIRED THAT I GET TIRED FROM THINKING ABOUT HOW TIRED I AM
I DONT HAVE ENERGY. I CAN NO LONGER SPARE MORE ENERGY THAN I CAN MAKE
I just simply cant...
But trying to explain to others that you are tired always fail, so thats when the lies become your best friend
I dont want to hear any BS about me being young, being asked why I am always tired or seeing their eyes roll after I tell them I'm tired
I just lie
Its easier
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