Thursday, January 5, 2012

Energized!!!...ramble!

This is the first time in a while where I have energy
and I actually want to do something
Ill probably most likely work out!!

I got rid of the stomach virus
I have a few body aches but nothing major

I am excited for this new semester
I started really weak BUT I will finish strong regardless
I refuse to let anything get in my way

:D:D:D:D

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Sick

So I developed the stomach bug that has the rest of my family sick...

But I'm not going to let that ruin my last few days at home!
Saltine crackers, soup, water and 7 up for the rest of the day

Extreme Exhaustion

I was really scared earlier

Yesterday I only happened to get 1 hour of sleep
which was at 5:30 in the morning

Because my sister, brother in law and nephew was sick from the flu
I took on the responsibility of taking care of my 7 month old niece

Although I was tired, I managed to get through most of the day without a nap
simply because my body acted as if I didn't need one
And the fact that I had to watch my niece

HOWEVER

When about 4:30 came around
I became deathly tired
I could't move my body for a period of time
because I was just that tired
I could hardly keep hold of my niece that was sitting in my lap
I could hardly hold my head up
I could hardly keep my eyes open

I had to text my mother to come get the baby
I couldn't even explain to my mother about how I was feeling
Because my body refused to cooperate
It kept telling me to sleep

That 1 hour nap felt like I slept for a life time

I always hate when I am extremely exhausted
It's the scariest thing ever
Just to feel paralyzed because of your exhaustion

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Low Tolerance?!?!

Fuck all the doctors who say folks with fibromyalgia have low pain tolerance

Like seriously, do you hear yourselves?

After dealing with pain day in and day out
Trust me, it develops a high tolerance
Of the daily pain at least

I love my niece and nephew

They are such a blessing

As tired as I am, I am glad that shes around!
BTW her teeth are now coming in!

Cane!

My cane came today!
Its pretty much dull black
I want to find a green one
or possibly a wooden one!

I'm going to feel like an old person
But I had to suck in my pride
and do what I have to do
Because I DO NOT plan ton missing classes for days on end
Just because I can't walk properly

People Bug Me!

I have a flare up
I'm currently on my menstrual cycle
And I got about an hour or 2 of sleep, since yesterday
yet I have to take care of my 7 month old niece
because her mother, dad and brother all have the flu
which i have no problem doing because she is such a sweetheart :D

HOWEVER

they are so sick to the point they needed someone to pick her up
I cannot pick her up because my brother only has insurance for him in his car
so we thought to ask my brother
his excuse for not wanting to pick his niece up was because he "just laid down"
in fact he did lay down at 4:30 in the morning
however, were not asking you to save the world
just simply to pick up your niece so that I can take care of her
until my sister, brother in law and nephew gets better
but you're too tired to


..................................................................................................